1-30-2020 Dear Future Master, I really wish I knew where you were today. It’s been a very difficult last 32 hours since I learned my car was no longer at the shop. I’ve been completely furious and would really love to hear “good girl” from you right now and to know I’ve made you proud […]
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Hungry, starving for you and surrendered to you. Get right to the edge, then beg. My body responds even just to your words and I feel myself on that edge again needing release.,,
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A new take on Service VS Obedience What if we all stopped thinking of the question as which is more important, Service or Obedience, and instead of, starting thinking and recognizing that for Surrender, Service and Obedience are NEEDED. What if we stopped trying to put one against the other and instead recognized that they […]
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Last night for the first time in many weeks the Sir scened with me. I blacked for the first half of the evening or so and he told me that he wanted to scene with me early In the evening. I was surprised he hadn’t tapped me before. I guess it was too busy with […]
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Some excerpts from a journal entry about an event I attended in October of 2016. This was during my title year and I was presenting at the event as I recall: I went to the meet and greet. Then a tall drink of water in red-flamed Fluvogs came in asking if I wanted to give […]
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It hurts! It hurts so much sometimes. This not being owned. They’re are times I want to rant and scream because I can remember how wonderful things are for me when I’m owned. How so much of my self doubt goes away more often than not. How wonderful it is to be guided even just […]
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