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Mental Health Growth

A few years ago, I desperately needed to not be alone. Fear and pride stood in my way however and I walked away from someone trying to help me because my heart hurt so much.  I was in crisis and made a poor decision to crawl into a bottle looking to become numb. It was […]

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Reflections After Breakups

One thing seldom discussed in our Power Exchange and Authority Transfer communities is breakups. Here’s is an edited journal about one of my M/s breakups. Hopefully, by breaking the silence around this topic, we can get more discussions going on how to ethically end these relationships. Because I can vouch to you the words “you […]

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Needing to be Broken

I cried myself to sleep last night. The Dragon (my hubby) for a little bit had his hands on my hip and pet me. This morning I posted on Facebook “sometimes you have to cry and do it anyway” that was just prior to an almost four hour long cathartic meltdown. Dragon tried to be […]

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Slave Strength to fight PTSD

This week on Facebook, I shared a post about struggling with my PTSD. It took me almost 30 minutes to be able to go into my home last night and then it took active support from three people to help get me to where I was able to do some self care actions that I […]

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Three types of love

  Recently I have been exploring the concept of “love”.  It is a small four letter word but it can have many, many meanings.  The Greeks and Romans had multiple words that we all lump together in the word “love”.  Yet we seldom ask, “What do you mean by “I love you” when you say […]

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Hurting and loving

The stress of the past three weeks is certainly beginning to show in my body. Pain levels have been up. Depression has gotten worse. And other recurring health concerns have shown up. I’m certainly feeling “wounded animal” syndrome. This is where an animal will curl it’s body up around the hurting part and discourage anyone […]

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