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So glad I stood up for myself!
So glad I stood up for myself. Medical info about internal genitalia follows. My period has been going wonky for all of this year. In June I finally went to my pcp to talk about it. At this point I was bleeding 20 of 28 days each month! She put me on progesterone and sent […]
Continue readingFor all who are grieving or wanting to
I wrote this last year when SouthWest Leather Conference ended forever. At least the one I knew did. On the Third weekend of January in 2014, I attended my first ever leather conference and fell in love. In 2016, I competed for and won the SouthWest Bootblack title. For the next 2 years, I taught […]
Continue readingMy thoughts on 2020. What I didn’t know would happen is a long test on coping skills…
Journal entry1/1/2020 Had a good scene last night with an Awesome Woman. Kicking, stomping, picking, slapping all very good. Yet I didn’t feel that connection I crave when I play. I did get to cry some. The first tears I’ve shed since I found out Rue, my cat, was sick again. I really feel like […]
Continue readingMusings about Service while unowned
When I served Master Koi, well that was a very different relationship. It was ongoing and getting the rooms ready with all his and his household’s clothing. It was making sure each person in His service had a day bag with them to care for Him if He needed it while they were with Him. […]
Continue readingFrom TheGoddess Indigo
For those of you who have not heard of or met this amazing woman, she is a Master I hold in high esteem. She shared this writing on Fet and Facebook and I asked if I might share it here as well. It is not often slaveheartbootblack gets to post about hings from the other […]
Continue readingBlack Lives Matter Prompted this:
Over the past year or so, I have attended and been involved in many discussions with Black and other People of Color in our communities. I have heard them say many times that white people need to have these discussions with other whites because it is so EXHAUSTING to always be reached out to and […]
Continue readingDear Future Master from January
1-30-2020 Dear Future Master, I really wish I knew where you were today. It’s been a very difficult last 32 hours since I learned my car was no longer at the shop. I’ve been completely furious and would really love to hear “good girl” from you right now and to know I’ve made you proud […]
Continue readingThrow Back Thursday -post scene write up
Hungry, starving for you and surrendered to you. Get right to the edge, then beg. My body responds even just to your words and I feel myself on that edge again needing release.,,
Continue readingService or Obedience?
A new take on Service VS Obedience What if we all stopped thinking of the question as which is more important, Service or Obedience, and instead of, starting thinking and recognizing that for Surrender, Service and Obedience are NEEDED. What if we stopped trying to put one against the other and instead recognized that they […]
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