journal of the first half of August 2022

August 2022 This month has been a very unusual one for me. Today is the 18th. And it is the first day where I only have one thing scheduled. Usually I try to schedule at least two days a week where I don’t have anything actively planned so that I can play catch up for […]

A Master’s Trust

  “Trust is the glue of life. It’s the most essential ingredient in effective communication. It’s the foundational principle that holds all relationships.”― Stephen Covey We commonly discuss the importance of trust in Master/slave relationships but it is most oftentimes spoken of as the trust that a slave must have in their Master. While that is […]

Nervexictment and a Petition

5/20/21 I hope you will forgive me for not posting much about current events in my life lately. I’ll moving a small 6 minute away move sudden change of plans plus I have been working on my memoir/book for you all to enjoy this year and all of that combined with the TIA recovery has […]

April Update: first class of the month is Tuesday!

A Healing Poem hits Home

This poem is really resonating with me today. For those who I haven’t told, I had a small stroke on Jan30th. It was not fun and almost all of Feb my primary focus has been on trying to recover and heal. Full healing can take 3-4 months with proper care. It’s been scary and exhausting. […]

Health update on me

Dom/Sub? nope Just Always a slave

I recently posted on my Facebook about a medical challenge that I faced. You can find the full article here but in short, I’ve been going through some issues and ended up having to ask my doctor for a second opinion, as well as, report a facility for very inappropriate and unprofessional practices. And one […]

So glad I stood up for myself!

So glad I stood up for myself. Medical info about internal genitalia follows. My period has been going wonky for all of this year. In June I finally went to my pcp to talk about it. At this point I was bleeding 20 of 28 days each month! She put me on progesterone and sent […]

For all who are grieving or wanting to

I wrote this last year when SouthWest Leather Conference ended forever.  At least the one I knew did.  On the Third weekend of January in 2014, I attended my first ever leather conference and fell in love.  In 2016, I competed for and won the SouthWest Bootblack title.  For the next 2 years, I taught […]

My thoughts on 2020. What I didn’t know would happen is a long test on coping skills…

Journal entry1/1/2020 Had a good scene last night with an Awesome Woman. Kicking, stomping, picking, slapping all very good. Yet I didn’t feel that connection I crave when I play. I did get to cry some. The first tears I’ve shed since I found out Rue, my cat, was sick again. I really feel like […]